Jesus: I Speak to You Again

Chapter 24

My Searching

For many of you, my explanation may seem incredible and impossible. However, I encourage you not to rush to conclusions. When I lived on earth as Jesus of Nazareth, I too believed that I could only know what my eyes saw and my ears heard. Yet, I constantly questioned myself because there was no one with whom I could discuss these deeper issues. People around me were uninterested in matters beyond their understanding of reality, which they defined by what their material senses could perceive. As a result, my questions remained unanswered.

Still, I wanted to know: Who created the mountains? Who devised water? Where did life come from, and why was it so diverse yet able to adapt and survive? What was the source of human emotions like anger and jealousy? Why was there wealth and poverty? Who was the God that controlled everything? Who created Him? How could He be invisible yet possess more strength than the most powerful beast that no man could conquer? These questions continued to build up within me, but I found no answers that satisfied my search for truth.

It wasn’t until I was baptized by John the Baptist in the Jordan River that I received a remarkable vision. This vision wasn’t perceived by my material eyes, but rather by my divine and universal consciousness. The Father revealed to me that I was on Earth in human form, in that specific environment, to carry out a mission. My mission was to work within the lower consciousness of the energy vibrations that most mortals experience. I wasn’t just to observe this lower consciousness—I was to experience it firsthand by becoming one of its emitters. This strengthened my resolve and helped me realize that I had undertaken a profound mission of light: to step down from my higher consciousness vibrations to the lower ones, and then to raise those lower vibrations back to the higher consciousness from which I had descended. This experience would deepen my understanding and broaden my character.

Personal experience is the most reliable and steadfast way to build the character of any personality. Regardless of the circumstances, it is always possible to elevate the energy vibrations of one’s consciousness, even if only slightly. There is no environment that prevents this. When the energy vibrations of your consciousness are raised to a higher frequency, your character strengthens, and so does your physical body, the material vehicle you call your own. Therefore, it is essential to keep raising the vibrations of your consciousness, no matter how high you have already elevated them. There are always opportunities to take yet another step upward.